Unanswered Questions

How could I become like this
How could I be so wrong
How could I become so difficult
How could i be so cold

I want to make things right
I want to turn back time
I want to grab a hold
to the things that i made them go wrong

I want to be the one
who is cherished by someone
This is not who I want to be
Who i have really become

How could I become like this
How could i be so wrong.
How could I become so difficult
How could I be so cold

I never answered the qestion,
I thought they were wrong,
I can laugh all I want,
I wish to have given all.

I thought they couldnt understand
I wish I had understood
I thought i needed time but
I spent it long ago

How could I become like this
how could I be so wrong
How could I become so difficult
How could I be so cold